__stefanie

STEFANIE CHEN SHU WEN!

:DD


haha. i just blogged to say I LOVE YOU





and to kerri, nrl, priya, nirosha, snam, jocelyn <3, THE STEFANIES, shaun, stan, DARYL..:


I LOVE YOU GUYS TONS TOO.


heh,
aint i just a sweetie?


-outout

__ the love

im so sorry but darling kerri isnt online yet.
wat a bum!
so i only managed to steal a couple of photos.
well.
there's smth wrong with blogger's photo uploading
shat.
go to kerri darling's blog for the photos i stole. lol.


stefanie chen shu wen is so getting herself into ACJC thru bowling.
she's definitely going in.
and vann is ALREADY in.
damnit.
maybe i should study hard and aim for ACJC too.
my close frens are there.
should i?
or maybe sing poly's gonna be fun.
(:
oh wells.


sch was so boring today
saffy was going on and on and on about chairman MAO and that son of a bitch Lin Biao.
like those asses dont bother me.
and they have nthg to do with me.
so feck off.


anyw.
im particularly irritated with someone.
i dont know her,
yet im irritated alr.
(thats so bad)
i mean, i dont know how close she is to [you] but
she's like vying for [your] attn?
massaging etc.
like WAT THE FUCK.
im [his] sister and i dont even do that.
and please respect [him].
[he's] not ur best fren or smth.
[he's] your teacher!



i am not JEALOUS or anyth.
i just cannot take it lying down.
RESPECT, dude.
fundamentals of ur fcking life.
so there, bitch.


ugh.

so bored now.



baby you're all that i want
when you're lying here in my arms
im finding it hard to believe
we're in heaven




zomg.
it was just moments ago and im missing you alr.



drumming this sunday! (:




-out

__

yes i know i promised photos.

but i need to say smth first.


even though me and her have soured.
i still love her. (:


yes.


im so bored in sch.
its a monday yet again.
sigh.



study at full speed!



at least i try.



m[phosis shades!!



-out


someday i'll know why i wasnt meant for you

__carnival day 2006

sorry i hvnt been online for quite some time now.
been busy jamming and studying.
jamming for carnival day! (:
my band busked today
im feeling realie evil now.
so i shall bitch for awhile.

my band's performance was realie great today. (:
was so proud of my band.
sorry i keep saying "my band" cos we've no name.
stupid ney and fets cant agree on a name.
idiots.
haha.
anyw. i think we did damn well. (oh, i said that alr)
thou we screwed up certain songs.
like ALLSTAR!
and the solo part for ULTIMATE.
and stef's drumming for THAT THING YOU DO.
ok, thats almost like all the songs we did.
hehs.
but at least the screw ups werent as bad as someone singing super off key last year...
anyw. we had fun.
aft our last song
they wanted to collaborate.
i mean, wat collaboration man? they had NOTHING.
out of all of that band, only the singer was good.
the rest were a total flop.
(i know im bitching but bear with me)
anyw. so we collaborated.
still, i must thank them for that opportunity for neys to redeem her ULTIMATE solo!!
so proud of that silly girl.


before today,
i was realie scared that my band would flop
or we'd have lost to the other band.
i realie wanted to prove to her that i can do without her.
she's so fucking petty!
we merely joined a competition without her.
then she insisted we kicked her out of the band.
i so did not.
but anyw.
so she left and set up her own band.
initially, i thought it would have been a flop
judging by who were in it
(just look)
but after i realized they were practising everyday
i got scared.
i was like, damn, we hvnt even started.
but now i know, ive proved to everyone that i dont need her.
she and that poser specs.
wtf
i know our frenship is beyond repair.
im sure she knows it too.
but i dont give a damn, realie.
she's not one who has the same thinking as me.
i dont plan wat club to go to aft prom when the o lvls arent even here yet
let alone prelims.
so there.

okay im done bitching.
sorry there are no pics cos i dint take any.
need to get them frm CHEE and kerri.
next post. (:

anyw. here's a short para for each of my band mates. ((:
here goes.

VANESSA
thanks for overseeing the logistics - equipment, scores, booking of studios. we couldnt have done without you! thanks for tolerating all my nonsense. and also for carrying the amp all the way home for me. ((: im sure we had fun today. <3s

RENEE NICOLETTE
haha. i loved your slow-lo!! im so proud of you. during the 2nd time we did ultimate, you pulled off your solo really well! the first attempt was a SO-NO. heh. thanks for bringing so much joy to the band. and also, thanks for realie practising hard. until ur string broke!! but then again, ur bro's guit was tons cooler. we'll be a band, always and forever! loves. and congrats on ur confirmation. heh.

JANICE
jans! thanks for singing for us. i know i roped you in late, but im glad you joined us even though u had debate and all on ur mind. we've fulfilled our dreams of a band yet again!! we rock. today was just magical. (: u know it.

MARISSA
yo. (: thanks for joining our band though u knew that u dint know anyone else except me. thanks for ur excellent drumming and time off to practise the bass parts. (: we rocked today! though the stupid drum area was like blocked off frm the world. i know how it felt. thank God for you! (:

STEFANIE
you! (: fets fets fets. hah. thanks for bringing so much joy to the band rehearsals with your ever so hilarious antics. (: well done for drumming today though we dint hear sound half way. haha. ur effort is commendable. thanks for being such a great fren. I LOVE YOU! oh. and we're not the stefanies. (:

TO THE WHOLE BAND
thanks for contributing one way or another to make this a huge success. thanks for knowing how much this performance meant to me. thanks for being there for me. love you all. (:


okay okay. mummy's nagging.
argh
gtg


i<3daryl, you handsome one.


-out

__amusement

zhan's party was amusing.
i was just telling marcus that other than for zhan,
i probably wouldnt go for the party
cos there wouldnt have been anyth or anyone interesting there.
but im glad i went anyw. (:
marcus self invited.
hahah.
we all played pool.
it was pretty much self entertainment.
and that silly del and alyo were talking nonstop abt
CAPTAIN JACKSPARROW etc
how irritating.
my poor ears.
ugh
and they used me as a tree??
goodness.

yesterday was a bad day laa.
everyth just dint go on well.
upset like crazy abt it.
thank God for frens like daryl darling and marcus. (:
they kept me smiling all night even though inside i was feeling down.



wat would you do if the one you loved
liked ur sibling or smth like that?
wouldnt your heart break?
maybe im just not enough for you.
i want to be there for you
but will u let me do that?



-out

__hearts

I LOVE DARYL ENG. ((:

hearts

_tagged

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Raechel
Birthday: 7th June
Birthplace: Mount Elizabeth Hospital, Singapore
Current Location: in my room
Eye Color: light brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 163cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today: Reef Slippers
Your Weakness: pretty boys!
Your Fears: I hate eeky toilets
Your Perfect Pizza: olives, with lotsa cheese and ham and salami
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: do well for O’s
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ha
Thoughts First Waking Up: another day

Your Best Physical Feature: legs? Nahh. Cant be. Maybe my arms
Your Bedtime: 10pm
Your Most Missed Memory: you
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: Macs
Single or Group Dates: single dates
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappucino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yes.
Do you Sing: yes.
Do you Shower: who doesn't?
Have you Been in Love: duhh
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: YES
Do you believe in yourself: hope so
Do you get Motion Sickness: don’t think so
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: not realie
Do you get along with your Parents: yes.
Do you like Thunderstorms: oh I hate lightning
Do you play an Instrument: yes.

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: think so
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: not yet. soon
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: once.Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: by bullies? no
Ever Shoplifted: nahh
How do you want to Die: I want to die pretty.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a socialite aka tai-tai
What country would you most like to Visit: espanol

In a Boy/Girl
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: both are fine, as long as he can pull it off
Height: TALL.
Weight: NOT OVERWEIGHT.

Best Clothing Style: glam. haha
Number of Drugs I have taken: how would I know
Number of CDs I own: not many
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: uncountable.

__damned

im so slacking at home
im supposed to be studying hard
like everyone else
but obviously
i like to be different
which isnt a good thing
in this context

daddy's got free tix to Pirates at 3pm.
but i fucking cant go
cos i hvnt even done anyth today to start with
sighh
nobody's keeping me company at this moment
denise's is doing some demented project
marcus is napping
daddy's at suntec
rahh
i shant go on
its making me more depressed than ever
the thought of hitting the books is fucking annoying.
wish i dint hafta study at all.
damn.


tonight is zhan's 21st bdae celebration
thank God i even have smth to look fwd to.
-_-"
sighh.
well, i need to be zapped back to reality

RACHEL ONG
YOUR PRELIMS ARE IN LESS THAN SEVEN WEEKS
AND WAT ARE U DOING NOW
SLACKING IS NOT AN OPTION
STUDYING, IN FACT, IS THE ONLY OPTION
*SLAP*

zomg.
wat a boob.



i seriously need to wake up man.
before i even fail my prelims?
that wont be very nice
with everyone hounding me
fuck la.


somebody
help me
how i wish there were no such things called O's.


NURUL AND PRIYA!
we need to study.
quick.
plan study dates.
we need it
DESPERATELY


i seriously dont understand how ppl like miss sng and kerri teo can even bring themselves to realie study.
like wth.


oh wells.
oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL. (:


shall go write zhan's birthday card, then probably watch some tv.


no, i meant, write zhan's bdae card then study.



whichever.


-out

__miss sexy

zomg
ive got the sexiest voice in town


okay
obviously im bullshitting.
as usual.
today was just crap.
i shudnt have gone to sch.
got even more sick today.
but at least zack was there. ((:
<3s


had this practical test aft school.
it was so KANASAI.
the fans were at low speed
bunsen flames were everywhere
tomatoes cut up with seeds unglam-ly gouged out
test tubes filled with disgusting precipitates
and cheong could still smile.
two broken items.
one next to me
one behind me
i almost got killed twice.
haha.
anyw.
bio was shitty.
i had no idea wat was transverse sect.
and solution A removed sticky nonsense from the tomato...?
oh right. NaOH.
damnit.
chem was alright thought.
surprisingly.
i breezed through it. (:


jammed at wee lee aft.
with jan, vann and stef.
4of us.
ney was stuck with HOE and CHIA.
sigh.


anyone fancy hearing a sexy voice?
call me. (:


-out.

_quiz

Name 20 people u can think of.

1. alyssa tang
2. marcus quek
3. kenny tan
4. anzhen chng
5. joanne loo
6. priya
7. nurul
8. zhuang laoshi
9. kerri teo
10. vanessa loh
11. dawn tay (only cos im looking at the nb calendar)
12. paul chua
13. zhenchang chen
14. grace lim
15. zhengrong loh
16. lemuel ng
17. cordelia yeo
18. simone woo
19. jocelyn woo
20. stefanie chen



1.How did you meet No. 14?(grace)
ha. church? oh and she wanted a set of uniform frm me for her sch's haunted house. she wanted to be a raped tk girl. haha.

2.What would you do if you never meet 1?(alyssa)
i would jus die cos i love alyssa tang so so much.

3.What would you do if 9 dated 20?(kerri)(stef)
kerri and stef? thats jus outrageous.

4.Have you ever like 19?(jocelyn)
as a fren? yes. (: definitely.

5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?(priya)(cordelia)
gosh.

6.Describe 3.(kenny)
ha. him. he's a nice guy who's an intern journalist and i think he's realie cool. (: oh. and he has two eyes, one nose and one mouth. cant help it if i have to describe.

7.Do you think 8 is attractive?(zhuang laoshi)
kerri's gonna laugh at this. hahaha.

8.Tell me smth bout 7.(nurul)
she's a bitch? hah. kidding. nurul is one of the best frens anyone can have and i love her. i mean it.

9.Do you know anything bout 12's family?(paul)
ha. not realie. except that his mom knows me, his dad thinks i look like a ghost and his sister is in aust? i think la.

10.What's 2's favourite thing?(marcus)
ha. i dunno. me? hah no. im guessing its God. (:

11.What if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?(simone)
ha. i dont mind. (: after all, we once were... *smiles*

12.What language does 15 speak?(zhengrong)
uhm. english?

13.Who is 9 going out with?(kerri)
i dont think she's gg out with anyone. she's attached to o levels. hehs.

14.How old is 16 now?(lemuel)
18 this year. currently 17+.

15.What's 13's favourite singer?(zhenchang)
oh damn. i dont know.

16.Would you ever date 4?(anzhen)
maybe.

17.Would you ever date 7?(nurul)
that bitch? i dunnoe. ask her.

18.Is 2 single?(marcus)
ha. no.

19.What's 10 's last name?(vann)
LOH.

20.Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?(dawn)
haha. that'd be fun.

21.What school does 3 go to?(kenny)
he doesnt go to sch.

22.What's your favourite thing about 5?(joanne)
that she's hot. and she's jus such a good attacker. and a great inspiration to me. (: love her.

__ wat takes u further

Nowadays, our tchrs and or bosses keep asking us to give 100% or more in watever we do. But.. wat exactly is 100%? how can u give more than 100%? when ppl say they're giving more than 100%, wat do they mean? what if u thought u were giving 102% but actually, u only gave 99%? so wat do u have to do in order to make sure you're giving 100% or more?

Mathematicians in the Political Calculations Dept of NUS shares their formula for success in Singapore.

First of all, take the alphabets and assign numerical values to each alphabet.
eg. A=1, B=2... Z=26

then,
S+T+U+D+Y = 89%
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 98%

so those dont work!
however...

A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 100%
B+U+L+L+S+H+I+T = 103%
N+E+P+O+T+I+S+M = 111%

but haha, check out how far kissing ass will get you:

K+I+S+S+I+N+G+A+S+S = 127%


so, its now proven with mathematical certainty that while study and hardwork can get you near 100%, its ATTITUDE that gets you there, while bullshitting, nepotism and kissing ass will take you the furthest!

haha.


-out

_disappointment

argh.
disappointed.

cos i knew i could have met u but i just dint msg u.
damnit.
i miss you love.

Provided By MetroLyrics

roar. i like this song. (:

at home now cos im down with the damnit flu bug. coughing and sneezing like, every two mins? ive like not much energy left. =X orals tmrw and ive got a stupid throat. all the best to ME for tmrw's orals. for all i know, haryati is gonna love my sexyy voice. bullshit. argh.

finally got the chingay shirt frm danielGOH via euniceHO. (: thanks eunice. and more thanks to daniel. i miss daniel. its been more than a year since we got back frm outward bound last january. and i realie miss OBS. the times we had. the memories we shared. i loved the quarry swim. the most memorable was the night aft we kayaked to the campsite. i rmbr crying cos i was grumpy and homesick. there was this bug thing that flew and landed on my head. stupid. it was huge. monster bug. anyw. im glad daniel still keeps in touch with miss sng and myself. he's always there for us. ha. and the free chingay tix. so funn! :D hehs. oh wells. RAFFLES!

im seriously dying of boredom and while everyone is obviously busy, i have kenny to keep me company. for a while at least. thank you! (:

played pool ytd with bestie aft sch. (: oh and i won this time. (: like finally! 4-2. yeah man. then had dinner with del, alyo, denise, claud and yew na ytd to celebrate EEWEE's bdae! happy birthday! (: we had fun laa. even though that silly eewee insisted on paying AGAIN. goodness.

anyw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY! (: <3s

rahh. i miss GRACE ENHUI. hearts.

just saw kenny's picture on yesterday's Digital Life. HAHAHAH. okays. he's so gonna murder me. oh wells.

i shall go look for smth called LUNCH now.

-out

__ life sucks

sorry if im snapping at you
but life's taking its toll on me.
sch's made to kill
but frens are there to save me

love my frens.


and my BESTIE! (:
sorry i ps-ed u today.
i'll go out with u tmrws okayy.
<3s


so much i wanna say.
i feel totally lost now.
disoriented.
wanna cry.
wish you were there
to catch me when i fall.

but i guess i have to depend on myself.




zomg.



anyw.
though i supported France,
i think Italy won fair and square.
so congrats.



phew
thats my monday.



tmrw will be a better day.




-out

_lessons

i logged out just as nurul and priya came in.
their stupid high pitched voices just pierced through the peaceful silence that was of the com lab. as u can imagine, NURUL IMAN and PRIYA are being whiny bitches (literally) akin to Cristiano Ronaldo. (nurul. this is how u spell his name. loser.)

priya hanged her own com and she's trying to tear the whole damned machine apart. BODOHFUCK shit.


anyw
i learnt a new word.
ZOMG.
its supposed to be sarcasm.
as in the word
its actually 'zoh-my-god'.
apparently it was created accidentally on some internet gaming thingy n the person typed Z along with the OMG so then it became a trend.
and its supposed to be mimicking the ppl who use 'omg' n 'lol' alot.
wat the fuck.

haha.
zomg.
zomg
zomg
zomg
zomg
zomg

wat a boob.


-out.

__ love

another week's over.
its friday today and mrs ngin dint come today for bio.
so here we are (read: combined science students) in the com lab using the com. sha's surfing the net, the rest are watching some taiwanese drama. and im blogging. (:
i keep hearing words like "下流!" frm the computers behind me. its rather amusing, honestly. heh. watever. i shall update abt the past week.

monday:: my monday was spent trying to do up my MEP composition due on the 14th. i totally forgot that i have to do two compositions for prelims and O's. wtf. sigh. went out for dinner in the night with sister. met her at bugis first cos she wanted to see some shop at ICON. the shop owned my joey's sister. watever the shop name is. then we left for china square. on the way to the bus stop, i saw zhuang! (: ha. i missed her, mans. wish she still was in tkgs teaching. saw weiling at china square. oh. i saw this realie nice pair of pumps at The Shoe Loft. pretty. (: had sushi for dinner.

wednesday:: chinese orals! i was realie nervous before the exam. then phoebe came and told me "all things are possible thru Christ who strengthens me!" and she ended with this hug and smile. that realie encouraged me. while waiting for our turn, kerri, sie hui and i discussed topics that adela went thru before. then finally it was my turn. the question was "do u think tchrs and students can be friends?" it was an unexpected question totally. but i answered it the best i could. i dont know if thats enough, but im gonna trust the Almighty one. (: the examiner was a total wet blanket. (read: fcking annoying and sarcastic and VERY rude) went for the band concert at night. thought the band did a great job. (: went with smone, amos, alson and vann.

friday:: i was reading andrew's blog this morning and i came across his "tagboard appeal". it was smth about everyone calling him a boy boy. ha. i rmbr having this talk abt boys and men before with shaun. cant rmbr when. but smth he said struck me and till this day i still think its rather true. he said "there's no such thing as men. there are only grown boys." i agree totally. i mean, every guy, young or old has his playful nature. yes, they may have grown physically to be men, but mentally, i think they can be childish at times. some act tough, but i know most want care frm the ladies. i mean, who doesnt want care? they always say that females are the weaker gender and that guys dont need women. ha. i beg to differ. if thats true, wat did God make the ladies for? yes, girls may need guys, but we're not desperate. girls may need guys, but wat makes u think guys dont need girls? the saying goes "behind every successful man is a lady". ladies are indispensable. anyw. guys will always be boys. girls have definitely grown in terms of thinking and physically since they were a little girl. but for guys, not much, i guess. well, not as much as the girls. girls tend to be more sensitive to people's feelings. guys jus wanna act tough. but im sure guys need love as much as girls do. which guy doesnt want to be hugged? which guys doesnt wanna be loved? none right? no one realie grows up. its jus physically. ive seen ppl break down and out of their portrayed "macho" self. its sad. and it makes me understand that guys arent meant to be treated as men. they will always be boys. so andrew, dont take to heart if they call u a boy yupp? wats so great to be a man anyw. boys are much more fun. (: well this is wat i think. so watever you say wont affect me, realie. so no use dissing me. guys are meant to be loved, and not treated as a clothes hanger or smth. dont ill treat your boyfriends!


well, im meeting grace darling laters at suntec to buy sister's present.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE ONG!
i love you.




-out

_ memories

bestest times anyone could have with a good friend.

a place that holds memories.




-out

__ dancing in the moonlight

watching england vs portugal now.
just returned frm network event.
think we did terribly today
disaster.
but i got praised by that ezra 3times.
lol.
oh wells.
must still improve.

anyw.
im rather disappointed at someone today
i dint expect you to react this way.
in any case, im sorry.
i know you still treated me alright
but on the whole.
the attitude was terrible.
roar.
disappointed.
sad.



i miss someone.
alot alot
sighhs.
realie.




We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
Its a supernatural delight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight
Everybody here is out of sight
they don't bark and they don't bite
they keep things loose
they keep things tight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

Dancing in the moonlight
Everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight
We like our fun and we never fightyou can dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight


i love you.
i miss you.
i need you.


-out